Prior to learning about my own natal chart, I’d spent years trying to be consistent and doing the same things everyday. My mind runs at a million miles per hour with so many ideas flowing that my body struggles to keep up, so I had this constant negative relationship at play between my mind and body, wondering why my body could never meet the demands of my mind and why I just couldn’t hold down those daily routines.
Turns out, I have a Mars in Cancer which is all about feelings in the body!
My energy and motivation is actually designed to fluctuate everyday, so not only will I feel different everyday (and need to do different things as a result), but my body is just not designed to run after my mind. I’m actually here on the planet to balance these two things out, and learn how to do that differently. Which ironically, is now the very thing I embody every day and teach! Accepting this part of myself has been one of the most liberating things I’ve ever done, and every part of my life is so much better for it.